So many thought in my head fighting to be expressed
Unsure I remain as to act upon them fearing the consequences
Who will they hurt?
Which can of worms will they open?
Call me selfish, call me evil
For I don't want to get hurt more
Enough pain I have had, i need no more
Yet I seek no revenge..
Though i have never felt a stronger urge to use profanities to express myself
I feel i have lost myself in a black hole, emotionally and mentally
What have i done to get this upon myself?
I had the perfect plan which crashed and burned along the way
Leaving me in the dark hole I am in
