in a bitching mood..

as the tile of the post says this post is being written in an extremely bitched mood. and no its not going to abt some shallow topic. i am seriously pissed off abtan issue and want to bitch about that.

so what has gotten me so riled up you ask? well i got the results of my summer term and to my utter horror my grade was horrendous!! and i had every reason to be offended by the damm grade. see the summer course of Quntitative Methods, QM, was one i understood and grasped very very well. now i'm not being boastful here. i mean i can openly say that other modules where i have not done well, i deserved the grade. but not for qm!!! i mean for god's sake it was an mathematical based course. and maths, along with english has always been my niche. so yup the grade for qm came as a slap in the face. more so when i gave the module my 200%. together with 2 other of my qm group mates, i used to practise the questions from the textbook and discuss doubts with them. and i understood all concepts. if given a qm question now, i'm sure i can solve it. and as mentioned in my previous post, we spent a LOT of time working on the projects we had. even those didn't get good grades. when we asked the prof abt our project grades he said the 1st project wasn't done well (fair enough) and the 2nd one was brilliant and very well done. so we asked what grade did we get for the projects? u won't believe what he said, we got a B+ for our "brilliant and well done project"..... who is he kidding??

i feel so cheated by the grade. i mean i did everything in my power for this module. and i know i deserve better. i feel cheated and very disappointed. i almost think i'm jinxed.. my hardwork is worth nothing...